i realise that in life people come and go and what's left behind is usually a memory of something that you wished you had held tighter on to. and it sucks to have to move on and eventually have that memory fade away, simply because you get so busy you just stop thinking, so much so that someday you may forget what it was like and acknowledge that things just wont ever be the same. that some friendships were forged due to circumstances and arent meant to keep going strong as much as you want them to. that as we all get involved in our new lives and spend less time with one another, we just drift apart, drifting closer to new people, who will eventually drift away from us still. and yet again and again i tell myself that i wont let this die off. and how often do i succeed. i miss this and that.