i havent blogged in so long and it's 1:27am in the morning now and i should really go to bed.

last friday 21may, me chinnam sabbie bernie changrong yiyan rachel parker and edmund had dinner together cause rachel was returning to australia on saturday. ahh it was pretty fun. minus the fact that we spend 27493649469hours finding a place to eat cause everywhere was too packed to accomodate us. when we finally decided to eat at cafe cartel, PARKER came and there were only enough seats for 8 of us so we ended up wlaking to the macs near bishan interchange. i am actually trying to abstain from macs considering the unhealthiness of it but i was too hungry to care. (: ate mcspicy for the first time in ages. anyway we wanted to watch a movie after that but it was too late. then we took a NEOPRINT. omg i cant even remember the last time i did that. i didnt even wna take it at first haha but bernie and all just sorta draqged us inside. and it actually turned out fun. (: though i look the same in every picture due to my inability to have numerous expressions. i shall scan and upload it..someday..

and friday 28may was VJ drama night or concert. oh man i was actually looking forward to it haha. cause i havent met the dhs ppl in forever. in the end i didnt even get to see many of them. =( even if i did, i wonder what i wld say to them. sometimes i feel so detached from everyone else. i miss dhs. i feel stupid for admitting. well. kind of. but i do miss everyone back there. i wonder if i made a right choice in coming all the way to rj. cause i hear about ppl and how they erm still cross paths and i feel so away from everyone else. life as a j1 is so hectic and rj is full of overachievers. it's tiring. yea well but there's no looking back. and vj will never be dhs so no point in going there. and didnt i come to rj so i could start over? i guess the grass is always greener on the other side.
anyway so i met claire at bedok and we went marine parade's starbucks. haha. i rmb going there sometimes to study. and she told me all abt tj ahah and i wished i had more interesting things to tell her about rj. but no point in that cause she wouldnt have known who i was talking about hah. then we just gossiped a bit, and i cant rmb the last time i gossiped but it's fun. oh my bro dropped by, turned out that he was meeting his friend there. and claire was commenting how he actually looks quite mature compared to her bro who was also sec2. hmm. my bro mature? haha.
anyway! went to vj. finally met muthu who has this sudden fetish for pinching our cheeks. (like wth?) haha. and saw liqin who was looking very hot as usual. the dramas were pretty good. i felt the first one was a lil draggy heh but it was so funny! omigosh rowell was like so good! haha. and the second one took me some time to understand. haha. but it was good and charlotte totally impressed me. alistair is ideal for the fatherly roles. and MATTHEW! <33 i miss him like so friggin much haha and he looked so much like a boy on stage. (:
after the concert kennethloe fiona elbert claire and i took a bus to coffee club at siglap for supper! hah. esp since elbert had not eaten anything. guess it's me and claire's fault for not goign for dinner with him. sorraye! anyway we ordered like 3 mudpies haha it was good as usual and we just chatted and rubbished around. reached home at 12plus and i was too tired for anything.

there's publicity stuff tmr in sch at 10 so i shld really sleep now. =/ i have:
-math tutorial 4B
-physics tutorial 5 and maybe 6 if i have time
-chem tutorial 6 and 7
-math lecture test
-physics lecture test
-draft for pw group project proposal
to complete and i know im screwed. =(