hello all.

econs was awful. cause i didnt really study the economies of scale. actually i did read through. like last wk before make up lessons? so basically i cldnt rmb a thing and had to do the stupid scarcity essay question. which i had nothing much to write and wrote a grand total of 2pages. 25marks. =( and i was falling asleep reading the case study which i didnt manage to finish. shld have slept earlier the night before. anyway i was so sad after the paper i came home and ate lotsa chocolate.

chem was disastrous. left like half the paper blank. and section B just raised a million question marks in my head. i had zero idea how to go about answering the questions. spent a lot a lot of time on mcq. was feeling really sleepy during section a and b. section c was slightly better. but kinda blanked out. cldnt relaly rmb the reactions. so chem's a gone case too. as expected. so i made sabbie and zhangfan go with me to macs after the paper and i bought myself a chocolate sundae and twister fries and sabbie bought newpaper and talking about worldcup made me feel slightly better.

physics was slightly better than the previous two papers. but i left like 20marks worth of blanks. and i didnt even study gravitational field at all. and i cldnt rmb the definitions. boohoo lah. after sch i got my daily dosage of choc. bought kitkat chunky. i dno if chocs really make ppl feel better after eating them. but i have an urge to eat them after i screw up the papers. hah. so maybe it does make me happier. thankfully we take only 4 papers. or i'll grow veryvery fat by the end of everything. ah if only i were those kinda of ppl who dont feel like eating when im sad. then i might actually lose weight. bleah.

i know not to expect a miracle for math tmr seeing as how i didnt touch it for the whole hols. though im still hopeful. but anyway im a wee bit worried that im gna screw up my promos equally bad and then i will get kicked out of rj or sth with no where to go...or retained...or sth. =( but it's so long later i shant worry now.

i cant wait for everything to be over really. watching JUST MY LUCK tmr. :D:D:D

boohoohoo,
me

p.s. oh look elbert says it's not that bad that my results are gna suck just cause im in rjc so no matter what he will screw up more than me. haha. as if. he even has a graph to prove his point.

yea but anyway i seriously feel that im at the bottom of the sch's cohort and when u have difficulties passing ur exams does it still matter if u are in a "better" sch or not?