promos are over. :D
i shld have studied harder. i say that like all the time. hah. aggy says i study quite hard during the hols already. granted, i always go back to sch and stuff. but i really havent been studying productively or anything. better than not studying though(like for commons -.-) i just wish im lucky enough to pass. i really do think luck is prolly a key factor in how well ppl do in exams. i just need half the luck had for prelims/Os last year. im not asking for As. just EES. please?

rahh. gp was kinda bad. cldnt finish the compre. i think my essay's out of point.
econs tmr. barely started. =( only half of firms and how they operate.
math on wed. i can only do differentiation! -.-
havent touched chem since organic chem test 2 weeks ago.
and physics. well. more hopeful than chem if anything. (:

okay off to study econs i shall sleep by 9.30pm. (:

been studying in school. i guess studying is made more bearable when u study with others. thanks for the company elaine shalom marcus yuru. wenliang changrong. and sabbie xiaole and aggy for tday. haha. but i really need to be more focused since im less than half done with revision.

consultations with teachers have been pretty helpful. i would have never bothered with consultations in the past. i guess in a way i've matured from the days when all i do was blame the teachers(msgoh/mswong) when i cldnt do well.

felt a bit lost. haha. dno if that's the right word to describe it. but i just spoke to my rainey shiney and i feel a lot better. love you girl! get well soon!!

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BDAY ELAINE AND MARCUS!

i hope you guys like ur surprises, presents and palm-sized cakes. :D have an awesome year ahead!!

meanwhile, mug hard everyone. no regrets! (:

goodnight. or rather. goodmorning.

studyin with sabbie was pretty fun. had my bk breakfast though the bacon tasted funny. heh. then we bought like one additional packet of hashbrowns. then when we were happily eating
greedy sabbie said: shld we get another pack before breakfast is over? (i.e. at 11am)
and then later she saw this woman buy like a whole buncha fries..
and greedy sabbie said: i feel like eating fries leh.
lol. i bet if xiaole/changrong were here they will eat loads too. haha. anyway im no better lah. bought the hershey's sundae pie and
sabbie had the cheek to say: wah very fattening leh.(when she was eating one whole pack of fries!)
and then later she said: hmm i shall try it someday. -.- hurhur.
and we were so stupid we left like ONE hashbrown and like 'competed' to see whoever eats it is the greedier one. haha.

oh and there was some kids model search going on at the stage of the shopping mall. then some kid like performed on the drums. he was super cool. lol. but sabs and i decided he's too young for us. he's only 11! but anyway i shall let my son learn drums. :D if i have kids lah. haha.

im so sad i think i've gained weight AGAIN. cause my jeans feel even tighter from the last time i wore them. rah. i need to like excercise. like 200 situps a night or something!

anyway finished two chapts of physics today. and sabs finished 20over pages of market structure. we thought it was pretty good alrdy since we wld prob be using the comp or doing other less productive things if we were at home. like blogging now lah.

and omg i've been sleeping 10hours each for the past two nights. need. to. stop. being. a. pig.

bye all :D

i realise i sounded a wee bit sad in the previous post. i probably was feeling quite sad anyway. =/

the chem test sucked. haha. no surprise there. since even mengfei thought it was difficult and i know that it wldn't have made much of a difference if i studied harder, i've decided to pretty much give up on chem. i'll just memorise whatever that has to be memorised and hope for the best. (:
been feeling happier these days. im guessing it's cause im no longer studying chem which is a long and tedious journey to no where.
started doing the physics tys. and FINALLY started on math today. so i only have to bring myself to read the econs notes. they look so new okay. especially the one on government intervention. i think i was always too busy commenting on the lecturer's hair/dress sense/everything or doing my math/chem tutorials instead of paying attention and copying stuff down.

school has been pretty useless these days i think. hah. parker missed school on fri and studied 5 chapt of chem?! it shld be study break nownownow. or i cld just miss sch. ;)

met minxuan yesterday :D:D:D i wish we could meet up more! went to pasta mania where the pasta was dirt cheap due to 30% student discount. (: and then studied at secret recipe.(and i realise i havent been eating out for a looong time.) talked a lot. :D cant wait for promos to be over so we can go out!
went back to sch to study after that. wasnt too productive though. i feel like i say that all the time. i should just change my definition of "productive". like if i can finish half a tutorial i shld consider it as productive. hah.
anyway changrong was like giving crash course on physics to shalom and marcus. and me. though i stopped listening after a while. twas quite fun though haha. :D what with marcus/shalom being full of nonsense as usual and changrong acting all teacher-ish. haha. she bought stickers to award us for correct answers lol. -.-

some schoolmate committed suicide recently. i dont know him personally but it's always sad to hear something like that happen to someone. :( treasure your lives people!

yay me and sabbie are meeting at bk tmr for breakfast :D:D and then we'll study till she has to leave for tuition haha.

oh and does anyone have any song recommendations? i havent heard anything good in a long time.

andandand it's so amazing but recently(actually quite a while ago) i spoke to wwj online for like 5mins or something and i just felt real happy after that. haha. we werent even talking about anything significant(she was asking me math questions or sth) but i miss her so superly duperly much.

byebye world (:
8days left. then 5days of paper. and then i get my life back. :D

lost my phone last friday when i took a cab to school for the stupid chem mock lecture test which i obviously failed. was feeling bummed out for the rest of the day, what with promos drawing nearer and nearer and my revisions barely starting/really unproductive. cried a bit that night(well actually a lot i think) esp since my dad scolded me and also sternly warned me that i'd better pass everything this time round. ahh. i want to too. but i dno how. study more? there's only but <2 weeks left. ugh. =/

had fever last night so i didnt go to school. went to see my doc just now since the eczema is getting a lot worse these days. spend like 3hours at the clinic.

chem (actual) lecture test tmr. and i have 2 chapters left to study. i do not like organic chem. or chem for that matter. =( and i dont wna go to school tmr.

11days left. go me!

okay realised i didnt mention that i got to see my dearest bestie 0h 4 on tcher's day celebration! (: sorrayee! but anyway she's as funny and silly as ever.<33 haha. besties outing??

so on the day of changrong's bday party, daddy came to pick me up and i gave farhan a lift home.
then daddy asked where i was going the following day and i said vj funfair and then aggy's bf's bday chalet. then he got really mad and sort of scolded me. said loadsa stuff. mainly about how my results are so bad and yet i still keep going out. then im always going for this outing, that gathering. sigh. i've been studying you know? was quite scared that night cause he was hollering at me. and was super sad. =( sorry aggy and wj i cldnt go for the party in the end!

woke up on saturday morning and saw a letter from rjc addressed to mummy on my table. something regarding how my ct results do not meet the promotional criteria. so that explains the sudden outburst. seeing as how daddy has yet to lecture me on my ct results the letter probably triggered it. was hoping to try asking for permission to go to the chalet again but decided against it upon seeing the letter. he came home at night and seemed quite satisfied to see me studying.=/
quarrelled with my mum on sunday night. which left me feeling sad. =(
thanks shiyi for lending a listening ear on both nights! ur like my pillar of support i wouldnt know what to do without you. (:


went to school on monday for rp stuff then stayed to study. mummy wanted to have dinner together but i didnt go in the end. thanks shalom for lending me a listening ear. :D had physics remedial on tuesday which as pretty useful. (: raufie's like my fav tcher. haha. stayed in sch to study til late again. had math today. but decided to come home and take a nap. had dinner and studied a bit before coming online. am off to study somemore now. ahh really gotta pass promos. =( chem mock lecture test on friday!

I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

watched a movie called Gattaca in class recently. i remember how badly i wanted to cry when jerome killed himself in the incinerator. the movie left me with a million questions.
tcher's day celebrations were pretty queer. some tchers did some sexy dances. uh. nothing much to say to that. =/ more than half the class stayed back the day before to help make poster boards for the tchers. :D could really feel the class spirit. anyway the boards turned out quite pretty haha and the tchers seemed quite pleased to receive them.
then went back to dhs. got to see like so many ppl whom i've missed so much. like SHIYI! and all the eds mates! :D:D:D and it's amazing i don't feel foreign in dhs after not going back for 6mths or so. (:
went shopping with agnes after that to buy her bf's birthday present and changrong's bday present. lol. twas pretty fun cause she kept laughing at me!? haha.

celebrated changrong's bday today! it was super funny trying to lie to her about us not being able to make it for her party. haha. too lazy to elaborate more. but she was so touched she cried when we all appeared with the cake. (: love <3 you girl! have a happy 19th birthday!