i passed my physics and chem test. i was really happy. am happy.
but i just wish you were here. it would be easier to rejoice if all that hadnt happened last night. but it did. and i want it to just go away. i know it will. eventually. but how long is that. please come back. now. maybe if i wished real hard you would.

gibson, i wish i could just snap my fingers and you would shutup.

this is so unreal.