i was like freaking out before getting back results me and charlotte felt we were so screwed! i was like close to tears cause they were announcing how everyone did so well and i was thinking i might be the only one weeping at the end of everything.

but anyway i did better than expected! a seven. half a year ago it wldnt have crossed my mind that this was even close to possible! i mean like i've been top ten in the class frm the back since sec1 and i never really bothered studying or thinking about what's gna happen if i screwed up papers. and like prelims was a frigging miracle and i was so sure that i wasnt gna be that lucky twice but reality proved otherwise. yea well but since everyone else did very very well too so like my results sorta arent all that good. so thats kinda sucky. but still, congrats to all my darling dunmanians :D

and now i dno whether to take PCME cause my phy and chem are A2 and B3 respectively, which goes to show im not a sci student plus im not gna be a chemist or an engineer and i dnt even like chem. and the only reason im sci stream was cause i assumed that sciences are not very subjective subjects so they should be easier to score but if im not cut out for it how am i gna score. yet if i were to go arts stream it'll be a complete waste of time i mean like what..get a bachelor degree in geog in the future? and im not even into geog at all(did i mention i got an A1. too freaky considering my geog sucks and my dearest ss which was the only humanities i really studied for got me an A2.) and im definitely not taking hist and like aint it too late to start on TSD plus i might end up with a C for that. so it's like either struggle with sci in rj or go poly?