sometimes we need to realise that just because things arent going our way, it may not neccessarily be going the wrong way...that somehow life turns out fine, despite all the confusion that surrounds us when we make choice, a decision, that may at some point of time seem crucial, but seem so insignificant when we look back at it 10 years later...
and i know it sucks to have to leave something behind, to have to move on and it sucks even more when people tell you to 'move on, that's the way life is' cause it's all so cliche and sometimes u just need someone to bitch about life with, to share ur sentiments and feel miserable with..im not prepared to be that person, simply because sometimes there isnt much point in it, and difficult as it may seem, i believe that u'll find ur place elsewhere and u ought to start thinking that way too.

i ask myself time and again why i get so affected by all that u do; like i really shouldnt care less cause u're simply a bastard and hypocrite, pretending that your reasons make sense, like im supposed to feel sorry and apologetic...and still i dont get an answer. it irritates me that i acted the way i did...i wish i didnt, but im not so sure if i would have reacted differently if i could live through all of that again.

i have so much much uncompleted homework which i dont feel like doing. =(