Wednesday, September 6
okay realised i didnt mention that i got to see my dearest bestie 0h 4 on tcher's day celebration! (: sorrayee! but anyway she's as funny and silly as ever.<33 haha. besties outing??
so on the day of changrong's bday party, daddy came to pick me up and i gave farhan a lift home.
then daddy asked where i was going the following day and i said vj funfair and then aggy's bf's bday chalet. then he got really mad and sort of scolded me. said loadsa stuff. mainly about how my results are so bad and yet i still keep going out. then im always going for this outing, that gathering. sigh.
i've been studying you know? was quite scared that night cause he was hollering at me. and was super sad. =(
sorry aggy and wj i cldnt go for the party in the end!
woke up on saturday morning and saw a letter from rjc addressed to mummy on my table. something regarding how my ct results do not meet the promotional criteria. so that explains the sudden outburst. seeing as how daddy has yet to lecture me on my ct results the letter probably triggered it. was hoping to try asking for permission to go to the chalet again but decided against it upon seeing the letter. he came home at night and seemed quite satisfied to see me studying.=/
quarrelled with my mum on sunday night. which left me feeling sad. =(
thanks shiyi for lending a listening ear on both nights! ur like my pillar of support i wouldnt know what to do without you. (:
sometimes i wonder how much you know me? i think i know the answer. and it scares me. a lot. it saddens me even more. does it ever cross your mind if what you say about me is fair? if it is even true? do you know how much it hurts? i used to think i could make you see. but maybe i've given up trying. now i just have to learn not to care. do you have to make it this hard?
went to school on monday for rp stuff then stayed to study. mummy wanted to have dinner together but i didnt go in the end.
thanks shalom for lending me a listening ear. :D had physics remedial on tuesday which as pretty useful. (: raufie's like my fav tcher. haha. stayed in sch to study til late again. had math today. but decided to come home and take a nap. had dinner and studied a bit before coming online. am off to study somemore now. ahh really gotta pass promos. =( chem mock lecture test on friday!
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day
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